hes been calling me and texting me and telling me stuff ive never heard before. his friends messaged me and told me how much he needs me and that he made a mistake and realized it and wants me back. its not that easy or simple. he broke my heart. i finally felt like i found the one for me. never ever felt like that before. ever. i am completly hurt, and confused.
he told me and holly in the same day how much he loves both of us. that doesnt make sense. how do you do that to two girls that you already hurt? i now know what holly and emily went through with him. and im sorry.
he tells me things will change and he said the sweetest things ive ever heard, but how do i know its not bullshit. how? i need proof. i need him to stay in atlanta and stop drinking, and go to those classes and show me hes good before i could even consider being with him. which im not saying i am going to go back to him. im just confused and dont know what to do.
love sucks. i should have never came back from germany.
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